journey to neverland

Gnawing away in ones mind
Dreading the possibilities
The monstrosity that might turn up
How frightening are the circumstances beyond one's control
The complexity of the situation demands a gung-ho approach
Postulating and pondering would only serve to drive one over the edge
Stepping onto uncharted terrain
Intimidating
Unnerving

Tightening my shoes
Putting my best foot forward
Trudging forth
However foggy the path ahead might seem
Step after step
Not knowing where my next step would take me
Falling down a cliff?
Or Climbing my way up to the heavens?

What if…
What if…
What if…
As my mind starts to wonder
I throw it off its track
Would it be wiser to head back?
Back to where it’s safe?
I am determined
If there is a will
There is a way

What will be waiting for me at the end of the rainbow…
A pot of gold?
A tray of freshly baked cookies?
Whatever it is
I am willing to sacrifice everything I have to find out.
A pot of stew.
A blackened sky.
An angel.

As I search for a way
A way to my neverland
My journey to a happy ending