my heart for you

There are thoughts in my head
they wont get out
There are thoughts in my head
they want to form into words
There are thoughts in my head
they want to speak to you

There is a part in me
that wants to keep you forever
There is a part in me
that wants to ask you to keep me never
There is a part in me
that tells me to leave you alone

There is that love in me
that wants you to move on
There is that love in me
that wants you to let go
There is that love in me
that wants you to be happy

I have in me
memories
I have in me
suffering
I have in me
a displaced future

I had in me
a love
I had in me
our hearts
I had in me
my soul

The love they have for you
triumph over mine for you
The love they have for you
shields me from you
The love they have for you
bars me from being with you

I won’t forget
my love for you
I won’t forget
you stole my heart
I won’t forget
you were my never